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 | ...I've just eaten five cones of chocolate ice cream and now I feel like throwing up, so please give me a break. It was totally worth it, though. Just like the drugs and the bitches are totally worth it, every... single... time. | |
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| All this excess, all this mindless abuse of everything joyful, it's no way of living. You can't keep up a hedonistic lifestyle such as yours, sooner or later it ouruns everyone and leaves nothing behind but ashes. | |
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| I'm well aware that it will kill me one day, but it's better to burn out than to fade away. | |
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| What's with that attitude? Do you hate your existence that much? Don't you WANT to life a normal life? A LONG life-affirming life with your senses sharp, to enjoy not only your internal world but the millions of beautiful sensations the external world has to offer? | |
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| I don't really see you loving life and taking care of yourself. You smoke, drink, eat junk and barely exercise. In fact, I barely see you doing anything life-affirming at all. | |
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| Come to think of it, I'm as much into preserving myself as I'm into destroying myself. I suppose you're right. I just don't have that kind of fire in me like you do. I do wish I would. But you know what? It's better to fade away than to never burn at all. | |
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