| Lily at her doctor appointment |
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 | Doctor did you remember from our last appointment when I told you that I have this fantasy wish on my bucket list for a long time now... where I long to be able to feel a TRUE CLOSENESS with a man because I was not able to feel any closeness at all with my ex-husband who lied to me? | |
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| I do remmeber Lily and in psychiatry that is called a LOVELESS SYMPTOM or when your romantic subconscious mind desire to be with a man that your are totally attracted to physcically+mentally in order to achieve a complete feeling of closeness. This is very TOUGH to achieve Lily because closeness is only a FEELING which can NOT be made up or bought. Also this man can't just be any man but must be a man that you are attracted to physically+mentally or meaning the man must be DIFFERENT from your ex because you hated your ex due to his lies. This way once the closeness feeling is achieved, your loveless symptom can be reduce down to a more controlable level... | |
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| Lily at her doctor appointment |
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| I met a man doctor and I ony know him for 5 days but I feel very comfortable wih him and I feel close to him like we are best of friend for a long time even though I have not met him yet. I am attracted to this man because he is tall and he have such a nice smile with the most straight white teeth that I have never seen on a Viet man before. The man is also very different from my bible trained ex because he had this wild fun vibe image who has lived a full life experiencing almost everything that I can think of for a man to accomplish. This man fit both of the criterias demanded by my romantic subsconsious mind doesn't he doctor??? | |
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| What the F@@K.. you haven't even met this man yet but you can feel very comfortable to him after only 5 days? And you trust him enough to want to have a fantasy wish from your bucket list with an invisible man??... OOPPSS excuse me I am a doctor so I should not be using this kind of cussing language but I am just so shock Lily because your situation is just UNHEARD of in the psychiatry world because how can you have any feeling of closeness for an invisible man whom you have never seen or met yet? ooppss once again I do apologized for saying the F word to my patient. That was totally very unprofessional of me | |
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| Lily at her doctor appointment |
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| Totally OK doctor because my best friend also have reacted in the same exact way when I told her about this man. Doctor, I feel a fantasy have to be very different from the NORM because if the fantasy is not different from the norm then it will be just the same like any other situation in life. In my case this man fit my fantasy wish both physically+mentally ... I wonder if I should ask him a hand in helping to make my fanstasy wish from my busket list to come true.... Doctor, if my fantasy wish come true, will this help to take away some of the pain from my past? | |
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| As I have stated your loveless symptoms required that you must meet a man to whom you have to be attracted to BOTH physically+mentally in order for it to work BUT if you have not met him yet then as your doctor I must advice that you need to check carefully to see if he at least care for you just a little bit before you meet him because if he loses his cool. you might end up getting hurt and your romantic mind wil be even further damage. You need to be sure that your invisible man knows exactly what he is walking into beuz I still remember you telling me that you only want a sweet + innocent fantasy wish with romantic moments from your bucket list. BTW this invisible man sound F@@King hot + sexy .. OOPPS I am sorry to have blurted out the F word again but I have fantasy too... hahaha .. I will see you at our next appointment Lily | |
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