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| eh, just doing something i do when i get close to feelings i don't want to feel inside. i google all the guys i liked over the past ten years... | |
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| ...read their blogs, identify with their pain, think "i could pull them out of this," then realize that's a bunch of crap and i have to deal with the vagaries of living my life without the narcotic of trying to run after unavailable dudes. | |
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| i wouldn't mind a little eye contact... | |
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