| NIna talkig to her doctor |
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 | Doctor did you remember from our last appointment when I told you that I have this fantasy wish on my bucket list for a long time now... where I long to be able to feel a TRUE emotional + mental CLOSENESS with a man.... I want to experience that at least before I get old or die, I wish to get to experience some of my fantasies wishes from my bucket list because I have came to the point in my life where I want to experience some of the sweet romantic moments that I have never been able to experience before | |
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| I do remmeber Nina and in psychiatry that is called a LOVELESS SYMPTOM or when your romantic subconscious mind desire to be with a man that your are totally attracted to emotionally + physically + mentally in order to achieve a complete feeling of closeness. This is very HARD to achieve Nina because closeness is only a FEELING which can NOT be made up or bought. Also this man can't just be any man but must be a man that you are attracted to emotionally + physically + mentally or meaning the man must be DIFFERENT from your ex .... This way once the closeness feeling is achieved, your loveless symptom can be reduce down to a more controlable level and possibliy cured.. | |
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| NIna talking to her doctor |
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| I met a man doctor and I ony know him for a few months but I feel very comfortable wih him in my own skin.... and I feel close to him like we are best of friend for a long time even though I have met him only once... I am attracted to this man because he is tall and he is very fit for his age and handsome too. The man have this wild fun vibe image who has live a full life experiencing almost everything that I can think of for a man to accomplish. This man sound like he fit ALL of the criterias as demanded by my romantic subsconsious mind doesn't he doctor? | |
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| What the F@@K.. you only met this man once yet you can feel very comfortable with him after only a few months? And you trust him enough to want to have your fantasy wish from your bucket list with him even though he is still almost an invisible man??... OOPPSS excuse me I am a doctor in a professional field so I should not be using this kind of F-cussing language but I am just so shock Nina because your situation is just UNHEARD of in the psychiatry world because how can you have any feeling of closeness for an invisible man whom you have met only once? ooppss once again I do apologized for saying the F word to my patient. That was totally very unprofessional of me | |
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| Nina talking to her doctor |
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| Totally OK doctor because my best friend also have reacted in the same exact way when I told her about this man. Doctor, I feel a fantasy have to be very different from the NORM because if the fantasy is not different from the norm then it will be just the same like any other situation in life. In my case this man fit my fantasy wish both physically+mentally ... I wonder if I should ask him a hand in helping to make my fanstasy wish from my busket list to come true.... Doctor, if my fantasy wish come true, will this help to take away some of the pain in life? | |
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| As I have stated your loveless symptoms required that you must meet a man to whom you have to be attracted to BOTH physically+mentally in order for the treatment to work BUT if you only met him just once then as your doctor I must advice that you need to check carefully to see if he at least care for you just a little bit before you trust him because if his testosterone cause nim to lose his cool. you might end up getting hurt and your romantic mind wil be even further damaged. You need to be sure that your invisible man knows exactly what he is walking into beuz I still remember you telling me that you only want a sweet + innocent fantasy wish with just some romantic moments from your bucket list and nothing more. BTW this invisible man of yours sound F@@King hot + sexy .. OOPPS I am sorry to have blurted out the F word again but I have fantasy too... hahaha .. I will see you at our next appointment NIna | |
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